I get you I think
It’s different this time
It’s hard to keep thinking
That you’ll still be mine
But I promise that now
Is the worst it will be
I just need to know
You’re still waiting for me

It’s not for much longer
And the end’s coming near
Just because I’m not with you
Doesn’t mean I’m not here
But the more you remind me
The more we digress
If only I knew
What would be for the best

And I know as of yet
That I have done nothing right
And all our sensibilities
Were never worth this fight
So I’ll curl up, and grow up
For now

I tell you I love you
But get no response
Except “you’re full of shit
You’ve been lying for months”
And there’s only so much
I can say and still mean
You can question me always
I’ll still come out clean

And I feel like I’ve done you
The worst of all wrongs
A big enough fuck up
That's been here this long
In the hopes that someday
You’ll hear me as true
That I’m far more than certain
I’m in love with you

And I know as of yet
That I have done nothing right
And all our sensibilities
Were never worth this fight
So I’ll curl up, and grow up
For now